Today (yesterday since I didn't get this posted before bed) I am thankful for good friends that can help "talk ya off the
ledge" when you need it! And meds...meds that help bring the calm and
stop the tears! Those are REALLY something to be thankful for!
Everyone's telling me to feel the grief, that I've got to in order for
my heart to heal. Just so hard. As one friend said, I always put on
such a tough face, I need to let myself FEEL the pain. I'm really sad
this afternoon and missing what I know is NOT EVER GOING TO BE - nor do I
really want it deep in my heart. I know it's not what is best for my
son (NUMBER ONE) or myself! Doesn't make the heart hurt any less...and I
miss Coco something terrible today! Tanner came in to find me laying
in bed with Coco's frog. Yea, pathetic! This is my life and I honestly
can't believe that at some times...Anyways, Susan, Janet &
Holly - THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for being there today! As Susan
reminded me...I can do all things through Christ!
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