My prince (the big one)

This has been a long time coming!  I've finally found the one who's love I can feel and see!  It's honest, no lies...He is a hard working, honest, gentle, protective, strong, loving, sensitive on one side, but tough on the other, dedicated man who loves me!  And I love him...I know he would do anything to protect me and stand up for me (not in a hey, I'm crazy and/or jealous kind of way).  I just know that he would be there to back me up and/or protect me if something were happening. 

 It all feels so natural like we've known each other forever. 

Head over heels...this man stole my heart and I'm all his! 

Love

Love and let yourself be loved...

When someone loves you, you should take it & run!  I have learned that there are so many people that are some that do not genuinely care for, love and respect their spouses/partners.  Everyone deserves to be loved....

When you find it, hold on tight!

Love...So here's the story. 

Back in April I get an email on Match from this handsome man named Dave.  We talked back and forth...I sent him my cell phone number & said give me a call or text if you want to keep talking.  Easier than having to log on here & keep messaging back and forth.  Then crickets...I sent him another message a few days saying something about not hearing from him & decide it's a done deal.  I woke up last Thursday and had an email showing that he'd "winked" at me!  So, I immediately got back on & paid another sign up cost JUST to get back in touch with this guy!  We've been talking and together everyday since.  When you find the one that wants to be on that journey with you, you want forever to start now and you start down that road!  Don't waste another minute!  LOL...You are certainly worth that $35 David! 

You will make it through because God never gives us more than we can handle!

We all have those days where you feel like you're not going to make it through & you really wonder HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE...But I promise you, after what I've been through this past year & I've come out on top - YOU WILL TOO!  Just keep holding on and know that you're not alone!
 
I see the pain in your eyes and hear the hurt in your voice, I've seen the tears and I'm here.  I'm here to lean on, let me help you carry the weight.  I tell you that everything happens for a reason and I truly believe that in my heart.  In every aspect of life!  The people we've met and left behind or that left us behind, the ones that have died...they've all taught us something whether it's been good, bad, hurtful - whatever it is.  The experiences, the lessons in life - they've all made us who we are today!  I believe that God brought me into your life b/c I have the caring, loving and nurturing heart that you so need!  Long term or just the here and now, only time will tell.

I think of our talks and hearing where you have been and where you are at now and I just want to make sure you know it's all going to be OK.  You will see what I mean once you're on the other side and the dust has settled. 

Don't ever let someone who's not going to take care of your heart like it was their own in again!  No one deserves to have their needs neglected, to have their love and affection brushed off.  Always remember YOU deserve so much more than that!   

Just sad today...

I miss being in a relationship where we're together living under the same roof. 

Thinking today about how nice it is to be dating one person & knowing that he is like me in wanting to be in a relationship, but I am so longing for the closeness and time of being under the same roof. 

I miss that...that knowing you had someone at home or coming home to you. 

Cooking dinner & just the day to day stuff of a relationship. 
I am longing for that companionship again. 

They physical connection, skin on skin, touching, kissing...just snuggling and talking. 

I think I've had WAY too much time on my hands not working now for a month!  LOL...I am SO sick off myself & all the thinking.  TOO MUCH! 

 

I just want to find love...

 I just want that love...

that once in a lifetime love that I know God has waiting for me!

I want to find a man who adores me as much as I adore him! 

Who wants to be with me and thinks about me when we're not together & let's me know it! 

Someone who wants to spend time with me whether it be doing nothing but regular day to day stuff or doing something...

As hard as it is, I have to sit back and have PATIENCE!