Friday, January 25, 2013

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.

And to be honest, I'm not sure how many times I was fooled...told him he was going once, then talked myself out of it & didn't send him, sent him back to OKC on a Monday & was talking to him on Tuesday & had him back here on Saturday!  Then the final goodbye...lasted from Nov 30th until I called him on Dec 23rd distraught and missing him & we went on talking for a month...
It is an addiction, but I know this now and REALLY have to keep my eyes wide open!  I CAN NOT LET MYSELF CAVE AND GIVE INTO MY DRUG AGAIN.  My drugs name is Brad. 

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