Saturday, January 26, 2013

Stop reliving the past...move forward

This is me & asking the question WHY...over and over.  Why wasn't I enough for you to do what you said you were going to do?  Why didn't you love me enough?  WHY...WHY...WHY...I have to let it go b/c there is no answer.  He told me it wasn't that he didn't love me enough, it was the lack of sleep, the depression...whatever.  I have to wonder if you ever planned to really get up and do anything at all.  Doesn't mean it hurts any less!  I just REALLY hope that someday...someday it will not hurt at all b/c I won't CARE anymore so that it hurts.  One day at a time...takin it one day at a time!  Sometimes it feels like one hour at a time rather than even one DAY at a time! 

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