I am heartbroken and feel like I'm falling apart. I don't want to go on without you. I miss your touch, your breath on my skin, you smell. I never knew that it was possible for your heart to ache - ACTUALLY ACHE - like this! I am miserable without you! Sure, I remember how stressed out I was after a few months of no job coming through and your depression was spiraling downward, but that, I'd take that over the heartache I feel now. Well, no I can't say that b/c I want a healthy you that is getting sleep and able to function in the everyday world! You WILL get there! I have faith in Dr Stephens and he will help you get this figured out! People who think they know anything about you or anything about your insomnia - they have no idea. They only know what they go through & about their insomnia. No two people's experiences are the same. I wish that those people could go through just one week of what you've been experiencing for the past what 6 years? Yea, then come tell me how he should be able to function just fine as you do! I, after living through it for months am, one of the few that understands. I loved you yesterday, I love you today and I'll love you tomorrow.